Juz came back from BRJ,
alot of stress recently,
gonna move house soon,
but til now havent confirm where to stay...
Klang?? or Cheras??
Thinkin...
Klang is good,
at least i evry wednesday no need jam all the way from federal to klang juz for teach class...
Stil considering,
if stay at klang, it's much easier for triple-han's meeting n hanging out...
Another stress...
I reli dun understand myself now,
i dunno whether izit i oredy used to be alone or happy to be alone...
So many question marks in my mind... ><
Sometimes,
i go for movie myself,
i go night market myself,
i go shopping myself,
i go teach class myself,
i have my meal myself...
All the way i'm alone...
Sometimes i'm seriously enjoy the time when i'm alone...
But now, the big question is...
Am i happy to be alone??
Or i'm juz force myself to use to be alone...
I means when i get tired,
is there someone who will listen to my complain??
Who will try to understand my world?? My stress...??
Nvm,
wat oso dun wanna think,
money comes 1st...
There's a very good girl right in front of me,
but y i'm scared??
Perhaps my life wont hv any Mrs Right...
Even have,
i need to reconsider many many times...
Cuz i hate ppl who took away my everything for granted n hurt me deeply in the end...
Not one time already,
i'm sick of it, tired of it...
=(
For real,
i love my family,
love mummy daddy n sis,
i love my two little daughters...
Frens?? Got 3 or 4 maybe,
but others???
It's hard for me to show my love to them...
Maybe i dun hv the faith to make best frens,
maybe i'm juz a trespasser in others' life...
I'm not playin the important role in anyone's eyes...
I'm juz a simple me...
I like to be myself...
I like to be straight forward...
When something ruin my mood,
i will scold by dun give a damn...
Haiz!!
Brain ar brain,
can u stop for a while??
I reli wanna rest, can u stop asking me??
I cant find the answer man...
