Stress...

Gonna move house soon,

but until now we haven't found any house yet... ><

Shit wey,

the owner wants to take back out old house on 7th dec, stil got around 10 days time... Stress sei me...

=(

Raymond ar raymond,

faster find house leh,

i feel damn unsecure... =(

Sleepless night...

Juz came back from BRJ,

alot of stress recently,

gonna move house soon,

but til now havent confirm where to stay...

Klang?? or Cheras??

Thinkin...

Klang is good,

at least i evry wednesday no need jam all the way from federal to klang juz for teach class...

 Stil considering,

if stay at klang, it's much easier for triple-han's meeting n hanging out...

Another stress...

I reli dun understand myself now,

i dunno whether izit i oredy used to be alone or happy to be alone...

So many question marks in my mind... ><

Sometimes,

i go for movie myself,

i go night market myself,

i go shopping myself,

i go teach class myself,

i have my meal myself...

All the way i'm alone...

Sometimes i'm seriously enjoy the time when i'm alone...

But now, the big question is...

Am i happy to be alone??

Or i'm juz force myself to use to be alone...

I means when i get tired,

is there someone who will listen to my complain??

Who will try to understand my world?? My stress...??

Nvm,

wat oso dun wanna think,

money comes 1st...

There's a very good girl right in front of me,

but y i'm scared??

Perhaps my life wont hv any Mrs Right...

Even have,

i need to reconsider many many times...

Cuz i hate ppl who took away my everything for granted n hurt me deeply in the end...

Not one time already,

i'm sick of it, tired of it...

=(

For real,

i love my family,

love mummy daddy n sis,

i love my two little daughters...

Frens?? Got 3 or 4 maybe,

but others???

It's hard for me to show my love to them...

Maybe i dun hv the faith to make best frens,

maybe i'm juz a trespasser in others' life...

I'm not playin the important role in anyone's eyes...

I'm juz a simple me...

I like to be myself...

I like to be straight forward...

When something ruin my mood,

i will scold by dun give a damn...

Haiz!!

Brain ar brain,

can u stop for a while??

I reli wanna rest, can u stop asking me??

I cant find the answer man...

Gila... XD

Ytd nite suddenly get mad...

Once finish class at Rawang then straight went Klang Setia Alam find my lui chiew ling for supper...

Haha, crazy...

TRIPLE-HAN ROCKS...!!

Early in the morning...

It's 9 am...

My daughter Lingz sms me n woke me up...

So freakin tired...

But once heard either her voice or Jolin's, i will happy...

U two ar, haiyor...

Prepare for Malacca trip...

Tis thursday til saturday... =)

Shit, i keep on missing two of u...

><

Fast fast wednesday wey...

Triple Han family...

I got a new family, the triple han...

Which means me n my two daughters, Lingz n Jolin...

We r super duper steem...

Ahahaha...

Damn, i miss two of u right now...

=(

Faster wednesday...

累了，就给自己一个拥抱

在面子书看到这篇文章，觉得有意思，就拷贝在这里...

累了，难过了，就蹲下来，给自己一个拥抱。因为这个世界上没有人能同情你，怜悯你。你哭了，眼泪是你自己的；你痛了，没有人能体会到。那么你只有流着泪去微笑。

在一个人情淡漠的城市，我们曾今的那份火热早已被无情淹没。生活中形形色色的人，形形色色的事，让你看到了这个世界的丑恶，但你又无话可说，仅有的天真也只有选择了沉默。

有时候，我们明明在笑的时候却想哭，在想哭的时候却又哭不出来。找一个肩膀依靠，被一个人拥抱，也是一种奢望。那一刻，你多么希望那个曾今在你面前对你好的有点讨厌的人下一秒出现，那个曾被你辜负的人会出现在你暮然回首的那一刻。

有时候，一杯酒可以忘记一次难过，一滴眼泪可以映衬一次经历，一首歌可以暖透一颗心，一次失败可以战胜一次脆弱，一次犯错可以吸取一次教训，一次感动可以懂得一次感恩。

人累了，就休息；心累了，就淡定。长大了，成熟了，这个社会就看透了。走上社会之后才明白社会少些先前在学校的那份天真。你可以真诚对待身边的每一个人，但不意味着所有的人真诚对你。或许在街上走路，就有人过来套近乎，或许这个人在你一疏忽间就会给你一个深刻的教训。

人生就是一个大舞台，我们都是带着伪善的面具演绎着我们的人生。会演的人，投入了，他的人生就是丰富多彩的；不会演的，还没入戏，就已经伤痕累累。

很 多时候，人没累心却先累了。我们抱怨现实的残酷，抱怨工作的不如意，抱怨爱过的人无情。因为抱怨的太多了，心灵的空间就被那些杂乱给占据了。何不找个安 静的时间，把自己的心间更新一下呢？忘掉那些不忍回眸的记忆，记住那些美好的感动。生活永远因自己而精彩，你也是永远因自己而可爱。

很 多时候付出了不一定意味着有所回报，但不付出就应没有回报。那个让你付出一切的人不经意间离开你了。你可以伤心欲绝，你可以借酒消愁，但你不可以过于沉 浸在悲伤之中。哭过痛过之后你或许明白了这个世界没有绝对的不公平，只有相对的不公平。他离开你了，没有什么大不了的。给自己一个拥抱，记住他的坏，忘记 他的好。爱情啊在没结婚前的分手都是幸运的，因为你爱的人至少没有欺骗你到结婚以后，那你就还是有很多机会去珍惜下一站的幸福。如果你结婚了，有了小孩， 或许你就真的失去了选择幸福的余地，只有画地为牢。

累了，找一首唯美的音乐忘记这世界的丑恶。追求那份天真的美好。很多时候我们明知道现实生活中没有那么唯美的事物，我们却还在坚持着。累了，一个人伫立在哪里只知道哭泣，殊不知累了就给自己一个拥抱。

累了，就给自己一个淡淡的微笑和一个大大的拥抱，你可以对别人吝啬你的拥抱，到对自己还是大方一点好。今天的日落就是为了迎接明天的日出，嘘一口气过后，你会发现眼前又是一片美好！

Success = work hard + work hard + work hard...

Today i wanna post my latest dance video right here, my locking solo at last year December 12th, Stamina Studio's 4th Anniversary Concert... Seriously i did not do my best, but hopefully evryone come n take a look n give me some comments... I need more improvements... Success = work hard + work hard + work hard...

House moving soon...

Yesterday when i woke up, fellest told me that he couldn't stand for this d... We r currently stayin at Cheras Alam Damai, but his studio is at The Strand Kota Damansara, n most of my classes r located at Rawang, Klang, Desa Park City... So, tmrw is the day tat me n him goona work together 2clean up the whole house, n we plan to move around June...

It's a good thing 2move house, i juz need a new environment, i cant stand 2lock myself in tis room, i need a brand new life. I wanna forget evry single little sad things of me. But 1 thing i reli reli hard2let go is my dancemate, nick fai in cheras n my "Sistaz Gangz", which they r cece, heng, rebecca, amanda, joan, doi, renn n orange... after moving, it's gonna be lesser 2contact wit them d. n oso Joann Lee, my close close fren who reli understand me well n treat me like her own brother... Feel keberatan when talk about them... ><

For my dance buddies, i promise i'll come back cheras 2visit u guys, dun worry, we stil connected wit dancing,
nothin 2b worry about eventhou i'm no longer stayin here... Jo, dun worry, i'll go visit u at wangsa maju, so tat i can oso go find my Topgangz members training over thr...

Gonna miss u guys alot already... :(

Opening...

This is my brand new blog, the old one is no longer used, but i oso neva publish 2anyone else b4... Well, juz forget about it...

The 1st thing i wanna do is to WELCOME EVERYBODY 2come over visit my blog... I'll update whatever happenings n feelings right here, Stay tuned, peace... :)